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Sunday, April 17, 2005 and why should the world take notice of one more love that's failed. a love that never could be though it meant a lot to you & me.
something i just have to say : i decide how to live my life. don't ask me to move on. I HATE THAT PHRASE. it's my life, i choose how to live it. i want to be stuck in the past, let me be. i want to be drunk and waste my life away, none of your business! i want to degrade myself, be aneroxic, or get into trouble with the law, again, none of your business. it doesn't affect anyone in any way. not like anyone really cares cause yes it's my life and why should you bother? it hurts me, not you.
san's chalet yesterday. was like a total hundred and eighty degrees different from last year's? just feels like that. maybe it is just me but i don't know but glad to see everyone whom i haven't seen for ages! :D oh and i learnt bridge [again!] and dai dee. haha. going NKF show with lynn tonight. post pictures of these two days another time o(^.^)o
alrights, ripped these questions off cheryl's blog. think these questions are more meaningful then your average "what were you doing before this?" questions.
1. are you serious when it comes to relationships? yes i am. i think it is something special between two people and since you never know what will happen tomorrow, we should treasure every moment of it and not take it as a game to be played.
2. are you afraid of commitments? yes i am but that doesn't mean i don't commit to things. i want to get married so guess i ain't that freaked about commitment.
3. are you a risk taker? i hate getting into trouble but yes i do take some risks for the fun of it. as for love, i will take all risk. no questions asked.
4. what can you say about long distance relationships? i used to think it wouldn't last till i saw san & ray. think they are doing a pretty great job on managing their relationship. sure there are ups & downs and it might be harder to work it out but in the end, they do. not being able to see each other isn't really an easy thing. not something everyone can do. it's tough! i was missing him like nuts when he was in BMT, i had only a little of that experience and it was really trying. but lets just say love conquers everything! (:
5. can you love a person who doesn't love you? yes i can but i'd rather he loved me back too.
6. do actions speak louder than words? yes. words are cheap. say something and do another, i'd believe the action.
7. have you felt/found true love? i think so. when you finally loved me back. omg that was so true. but i don't know .. heard of the phrase "true love has no happy ending cause true love never ends"? i think it's sweet.
8. how can you feel that a person loves you? i just know it.
9. are you good in handling relationships? friendships i guess i can still make it but love relationships, obviously i suck at it.
10. willing to give everything? yes. anything to make it work with the one i love.
11. best thing you've learned from loving? to be loved in return.
12. do you demand your loved one to change into someone else? no. i will accept him for who he is. that's why i love him, for all his faults and everything. no one is perfect anw. guess you just have to learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. love is blind anyway & my loved one is perfect to me :) now, forever and always.
13. would you let go of someone you love? physically but not mentally or emotionally. love is not something you can let go when you want to. if you know how to, please teach me.
14. are you a one-woman man & vice versa type of person? i will be absolutely faithful to the one i love when i am with him but having a few flings when i am single isn't a bad idea to me. oops! =X did i just say that?
15. is getting physical important in a relationship? i used to think getting too physical will make you neglect other aspects of the relationship and it is true to an extent i guess but it is really nice to have someone to hold you.
16. how do you express your love to someone? actions and hope he will know. haha. okay sometimes i just ignore the person, pretend to be uninterested or argue with him but i will do a lot of things for the person, to the best of my abilities.
17. what is the major reason of a break up? i don't want to hurt you anymore when the real reason is either i found someone else or commitment is too much or i don't love you anymore or i won you from the other guy -- yays! game over ; guys just love that ego boost. but in some cases i think it is really cause you love the person too much. rahh, love's complicated! =X
18. most important ingredient/s in a relationship? L O V E
19. ever regret loving someone? no. if i had to choose all over again, i will still choose to love you.
20. one thing you hate about love? it breaks hearts and hurts like hell.
21. one thing you like about love? someone you love loving you back is like special. a wonderful feeling that makes you so happy that everything about life is suddenly excellent. haha :D
22. are you in love? yeahs. cos i think love requires two people and i think you still love me. silly me? =X
23. can you learn to love someone whom you don't love? make me love you. nothing is impossible but it will be really hard. actions not words will touch my hearts. haha how about some romantic gesture?
24. worst thing in a relationship? you are so vulnerable and after everything fails, you will end up a different person. more cynical and bitter towards life i guess.
25. will you accept someone who broke your heart? yes yes yes yes yes!
-praying
[ 4:23 PM ]
Sunday, April 17, 2005 and why should the world take notice of one more love that's failed. a love that never could be though it meant a lot to you & me.
something i just have to say : i decide how to live my life. don't ask me to move on. I HATE THAT PHRASE. it's my life, i choose how to live it. i want to be stuck in the past, let me be. i want to be drunk and waste my life away, none of your business! i want to degrade myself, be aneroxic, or get into trouble with the law, again, none of your business. it doesn't affect anyone in any way. not like anyone really cares cause yes it's my life and why should you bother? it hurts me, not you.
san's chalet yesterday. was like a total hundred and eighty degrees different from last year's? just feels like that. maybe it is just me but i don't know but glad to see everyone whom i haven't seen for ages! :D oh and i learnt bridge [again!] and dai dee. haha. going NKF show with lynn tonight. post pictures of these two days another time o(^.^)o
alrights, ripped these questions off cheryl's blog. think these questions are more meaningful then your average "what were you doing before this?" questions.
1. are you serious when it comes to relationships? yes i am. i think it is something special between two people and since you never know what will happen tomorrow, we should treasure every moment of it and not take it as a game to be played.
2. are you afraid of commitments? yes i am but that doesn't mean i don't commit to things. i want to get married so guess i ain't that freaked about commitment.
3. are you a risk taker? i hate getting into trouble but yes i do take some risks for the fun of it. as for love, i will take all risk. no questions asked.
4. what can you say about long distance relationships? i used to think it wouldn't last till i saw san & ray. think they are doing a pretty great job on managing their relationship. sure there are ups & downs and it might be harder to work it out but in the end, they do. not being able to see each other isn't really an easy thing. not something everyone can do. it's tough! i was missing him like nuts when he was in BMT, i had only a little of that experience and it was really trying. but lets just say love conquers everything! (:
5. can you love a person who doesn't love you? yes i can but i'd rather he loved me back too.
6. do actions speak louder than words? yes. words are cheap. say something and do another, i'd believe the action.
7. have you felt/found true love? i think so. when you finally loved me back. omg that was so true. but i don't know .. heard of the phrase "true love has no happy ending cause true love never ends"? i think it's sweet.
8. how can you feel that a person loves you? i just know it.
9. are you good in handling relationships? friendships i guess i can still make it but love relationships, obviously i suck at it.
10. willing to give everything? yes. anything to make it work with the one i love.
11. best thing you've learned from loving? to be loved in return.
12. do you demand your loved one to change into someone else? no. i will accept him for who he is. that's why i love him, for all his faults and everything. no one is perfect anw. guess you just have to learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. love is blind anyway & my loved one is perfect to me :) now, forever and always.
13. would you let go of someone you love? physically but not mentally or emotionally. love is not something you can let go when you want to. if you know how to, please teach me.
14. are you a one-woman man & vice versa type of person? i will be absolutely faithful to the one i love when i am with him but having a few flings when i am single isn't a bad idea to me. oops! =X did i just say that?
15. is getting physical important in a relationship? i used to think getting too physical will make you neglect other aspects of the relationship and it is true to an extent i guess but it is really nice to have someone to hold you.
16. how do you express your love to someone? actions and hope he will know. haha. okay sometimes i just ignore the person, pretend to be uninterested or argue with him but i will do a lot of things for the person, to the best of my abilities.
17. what is the major reason of a break up? i don't want to hurt you anymore when the real reason is either i found someone else or commitment is too much or i don't love you anymore or i won you from the other guy -- yays! game over ; guys just love that ego boost. but in some cases i think it is really cause you love the person too much. rahh, love's complicated! =X
18. most important ingredient/s in a relationship? L O V E
19. ever regret loving someone? no. if i had to choose all over again, i will still choose to love you.
20. one thing you hate about love? it breaks hearts and hurts like hell.
21. one thing you like about love? someone you love loving you back is like special. a wonderful feeling that makes you so happy that everything about life is suddenly excellent. haha :D
22. are you in love? yeahs. cos i think love requires two people and i think you still love me. silly me? =X
23. can you learn to love someone whom you don't love? make me love you. nothing is impossible but it will be really hard. actions not words will touch my hearts. haha how about some romantic gesture?
24. worst thing in a relationship? you are so vulnerable and after everything fails, you will end up a different person. more cynical and bitter towards life i guess.
25. will you accept someone who broke your heart? yes yes yes yes yes!
-praying
mich (( 4:23 PM ))
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